Firstly, I want to thanks my friends those who advice me these few days. After these few days, calm down more. I am not capable being a bad guy and this won't be my true self and my nature is never want to hurt anyone. Furthermore, I am always been known as a very nice/good guy. So I can maintain my Mr nice guy image & reputation. Even in my work place, my colleague "shi fu" also feel that I am a very nice guy in work as I never say no to any request. So I wont have my reputation tarnish. Perhaps I have that thought of being a bad guy was a moment of folly... Hahaha... I won't promise in future I won't go into this state of emoing as I said I am very frequent to be emo.. But I think it's normal for a human being to be emo even it is frequent. But I will do my very best of not having such a thought of being a bad guy...

However, there's one thing I am still not ready. Shuling, you should know what am I referring to... I don't know what it will become in the future.

Another thing is since every of my friend said that I am really one of a rare Mr Nice Guy nowaday, I should believe that there will be people who like me one day... Again I am not desperate but just want to have some accompany and a person who understand me. Hahaha...

By the way, I think my blog better named as "My Inner World". Haha.. More suitable.