I am the One .



-Jacky-
biRthDay:17 September



Wanted .

Toshiba notebook
Braun Buffel wallet
Manchester United Jersey
iPad
MY OWN HOUSE (IMPT)


Buddies .

XiaoFanG
Wee Wee Ting
Wei Lun aka Kayson
Yan Ling

Look Back .

May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010
February 2011
August 2011


Chit-Chat .



Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Family seemed to be improved, but it seemed to be illusion of being improved.

Perhaps I am unsuitable to be in this world...

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Friday, August 27, 2010

My "family" simply in a mess now... Just because of 1 or 2 person.... :(

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Thursday, August 26, 2010

I reached home at about 10 plus after dinner. And I received a call immediately from my friend. He asked me to go Saint James Power House. The strange part was I really went. Maybe it's because I did promise him weeks ago that I will go on the next occasion if he ask me. And I am on leave today, so I will go. We stayed there and have fun till about 4am. Today I am on leave due to I have to attend my sister convocation. And tonight I will attend company dinner, but I still don't the venue yet. It's for my shi fu & my farewell..

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Sunday, August 22, 2010

Haiz... Every Sunday is so bored and unhappy in this "house".... :(

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

我刚从教育部的面试回来。刚才的面试,我真的好紧张。我一个人面对着四个人,那种感觉与压力好大喔!我对自己刚才的表现不是很满意,但是我还是希望教育部能聘请我。他们说三个星期后才会发出书面通知。我只好耐心的等了。

I just came back from the interview. There were 3 interviewers and 1 recruiting officer, I was feeling so tensed to face them. As I was so nervous, I feel that the interview I did not perform well. However, I hope MOE will employ me.. I asked them when will I be able to know the result of today's interview. They replied in 3 weeks time...

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Monday, August 16, 2010

I have received letter from MOE and being inform to go for interview on Wednesday morning. I am very nervous about the interview. But I hope I can get through. With clear mind, knowing what you want is very important. Be it work or relationship, I am now clear of what I want. Anyway, thanks to my closest friend for advice and help me going through that 'period'. I really don't why I reacted that way that time. Fortunately, my friend come along to "kai dao" me.. So now, I am still who I am in the past.

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Saturday, August 14, 2010

Yesterday was my second consecutive week for playing soccer. I was so unlucky that injured on the knee cap again. It was on the same spot and it bleed profusely.. After soccer, I keep my promise and went to "Thailand" coffee shop in Bedok for dinner. I am always trying to keep my promise. We reach there at about 10 plus. And we chat till late night. I left at about 1am. I will continue this weekly soccer activity as to exercise weekly. To keep fit!

I am going for a jog with my army friend later. I seemed to be more active recently. No reason why am I like that. Just feel that if friend wants to meet me and I am free, I can just meet up with them.. Tomorrow morning, I will again meet this army friend for jog then breakfast in Tampines. He is my close buddy in army. We can simply talk anything, anywhere.

P.S- I must remember that next Sunday, 22/8/10, I won't be free to go anywhere in the morning as my mum need helper to pray ancestor...

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

没那么简单,I simply love it!!


Jacky
-The Unique One-



They called it family? Just shit... To me it is no longer FAMILY...

Argue last night again... He wanted to clear his debt on his own... Haha.. What a joke! With so many debts on hand, how is he going to clear?? The finance company one $2k... Heard that Courts has 5-6 installments to clear.. Plus don't know whether still got any other finance company loan or not... The $2k one was known only last night when the dispatch actually came to our doorstep.. What a sentence to say wanted to clear by his own.. How? Using what to clear? Dad offered to clear for him yet argue back saying dad clearing for him will make him lose "face"?? It's already lose face with what he was doing.. Having so much debts were not the first time liao.. Other than this, he also owed some relative money lor.. Even telecommunication companies had blacklisted his name.. His handphone line is under my uncle's name.. This uncle wanted to collect the money from him also very difficult.. By the way, the phone he is using now, it's mine. It's a non camera handphone I bought to use it for reservice.. But he borrowed from me years ago and never return.. So angry!!!! I believe he also owed another auntie quite a bit... Even owing to his every colleague and heard from dad, the amount was huge.. If to be recoreded, I believe dad has already cleared hundred over thousands dollars for him as this is not the FIRST TIME!!!!!

Yet dad is still clearing for him?? Hahaha.. Such a funny joke!!!!!!! Financial Crisis is coming to my so called 'family'... Hahaha

If in future, I have a son I could help once but not twice! Come to think of it-My brother is old enough, if he dared to do it he should be ready to face ehat's waiting for him. If I have such a son like him, this son will already in jail or whatsoever punishment he need to face.. Trust will be broken if already given one chance. Giving a person one chance to change but same thing happened again, there will be no chance reason, no more excuses.. And I hate such people.

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Haiz...

I REALLY WANT TO MOVE OUT FROM HERE!!!

OR

I WILL WANT TO END MY LIFE!!

Cannot "tahan" my grandmother, father anymore...

Another matter is why I have such a brother... Another finance company came to the doorstep and asked for loan repayment.. Loan amount $2k... Loan date was actually on May this year... And yet both of them (mentioned above) still believe his words??

Super duper disappointed... And the place I stayed is not my house... Just a week ago, my dad actually said that the house is his... Whatever he want to buy into the house, it's on his own wish. Nobody can object. But he didn't think about the house has been well taken care of was by my mum. He didn't even do any household chore. How can he actually said such comment!!!!!!

The place I currently stay is just like living in a battle field... Really dislike the place I stayed now... Everyday like going to battle... They just quarrelled everyday!!!! What the f......

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Friday, August 6, 2010

Just came back from soccer with liong meng, chee wee gang... I will try to make this soccer event as weekly activity as liong meng friend booked the field for every friday. It's a good form of exercise. To keep fit. Hehe... I am trying to look for contract work now. As I am waiting for MOE reply.

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Thursday, August 5, 2010

Life is so unpredictable.... I ever thought that this first job of mine will last till I retire... How naive am I? And today I actually did something I am not brave in doing.. There was tendered my resignation letter.

So relieved after giving. Since the first manager that quit, I have been thinking of quitting too. There were 3 mths ago... This decision of mine used 3mths to make. I think I have made the right decision. I will never regret. Why I will make this decision is I am really sick of this working environment. And this sickness slowly developed since my first manager left. After the first manager left, the morale was no longer like before.. The company turnover rate for this year has rise. The 2nd manager did only for 3mths and left. Now my shi fu and I tendered. So the whole accounting department left only the manager, herself. God bless her ba.. Still got story to write for her.. But I think I better stop here. Talking about her made me super tired...

Next, I will be waiting for the reply from MOE. Hehe!! Hope I can achieve something from there. New career goal!

Jacky
-The Unique One-


Monday, August 2, 2010

Just came back from dinner at AMK... I went for dinner with army friends after work, as I have to return him his home key. He left in my car on the last day of ICT. Over the weekend, I only managed to meet him today. So decided to have dinner with him and another army friend who is living at AMK. Had chilli crabs.. Yummy!

Jacky
-The Unique One-