Monday, July 5, 2010
Firstly, I would like to thanks Jin Yuan for the glass of "Flame of Glory" yesterday. I am still feeling my head is very heavy, but I am now at work.
There was another thing that I had been thinking over the past few days- I don't want her to feel uncomfortable, I don't want her to feel pressurize. So I choose to give up. I do not know whether will this be a wise decision, but at least she may feel better perhaps. And I will not lose this friend if I end here. Though I really hope I can achieve a positive result, I must still face the fact. And I don't want to be hurt like previous. Although the heart may be hurt a little now better than hurting deeper if it goes on and with a negative result. Time will heal everything...
Years ago, I ever told myself not to fall for someone so easily and not to fall for someone first... But in the end, I don't know why I will still fall for MH so easily... I am unclear that whether am I a person who really fall for someone so easily and quickly?? I must emphasize I am not deseparate..
Meng and gf want to introduce new friend to me? I am actually ok with it. Though my response was not active, I really don't mind to get to know more friends. Hope you guys can really understand me. Hehe.. My response may seem to be not interested but I am open to know more friends.
♥ Jacky
-The Unique One-